time is unfair. people who say 'time heals wounds' are idiots. as time passes, i forget things. events, details, words. i spent so long trying to put things put of my mind (even though it seemed impossible at the time) that i can't recall them even if i want to. not only have i lost precise details, but i've lost the vague impressions of so much too. it's just gone. but... the emotions. .... the feelings do. not. fade.
i'm left with sadness, heartache, hurt, anger, emptiness, embarrassment, resentment... and i don't remember why.